God why would anyone read this... are we all so enraptured with our own existence, do we really think anyone will enjoy the neurotic ruminations of one of the most spoiled people on earth. It's hard to feel relevant but I guess our extreme wealth in this country does not invalidate our existence totally.
Sometimes I give small amounts to charity just to force myself to briefly recognize the world's suffering before I go on obsessing about my own life. All we seem to want is to feel safe but truly, can you really feel safe from death? I tire of my own security seeking at times....
The old, I'll work till I'm 55 and retire, then my life begins... and here I have cancer to undermine the perfect alibi to a life well-lived. Well I guess my life has been a series of great weekends and vacations and holidays. And I might add, some splendid evenings especially in the summer. Tomorrow I find out if the cancer has spread. MRI tells you that for people who
are following this for a Thyroid Cancer thread.
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